regrets

Dont you hatem? when you say that one thing, that changes everything. When you make that one simple choice, and it turns into a disaster. it ruins everything you worked for and puts it all into dust, thin air. Nothings the same anymore. At least, for me it isnt... then again, i guess everything happens for a reason. Oh well..

i REALLY want a turtle now omgg i remember when i first had one i didnt care so much. but now i reallllyy want one. Id keep it in its little glass box and look at em and talk to em when im having a bad day. And all hed do is stare back and listen quietly. Heeheee :] i like turtles
oh and his name would be Gary ^^

It's not working out with us, is it? you and i both know it. its only a matter of which one of us is going to bring it up, and when. This train just isnt going anywhere....
accept it.

I cant take it anymore...

Sure, it seems like we're getting closer and whatnot...but at such a SLOWWW pace, literally snail status. im so afraid to grab your hand while we're walking side by side, im so afraid to hug you when youre sad, im so afraid to make a move. Why? because like you said, youre a slow person, and you find it hard enough to say those three words, let alone text them ...i i dont want to rush and scare you...but how slow can this possibly get? I feel like i should do SOMETHING, because i feel that you'll get bored of me if i dont, and im getting a little bored too, it feels like we're just awkward friends. But how can i? when you put up this freaking wall around you, when you put up this sign that says "im willing to be with you, but not willing to let you shower me with your love". So what is it that you want me to do? What is it that i can do? What is it that makes this different from being friends?

If love was a train ride, then this train has no tracks to ride along.