Sunday, December 6, 2009

I cant take it anymore...

Sure, it seems like we're getting closer and whatnot...but at such a SLOWWW pace, literally snail status. im so afraid to grab your hand while we're walking side by side, im so afraid to hug you when youre sad, im so afraid to make a move. Why? because like you said, youre a slow person, and you find it hard enough to say those three words, let alone text them ...i i dont want to rush and scare you...but how slow can this possibly get? I feel like i should do SOMETHING, because i feel that you'll get bored of me if i dont, and im getting a little bored too, it feels like we're just awkward friends. But how can i? when you put up this freaking wall around you, when you put up this sign that says "im willing to be with you, but not willing to let you shower me with your love". So what is it that you want me to do? What is it that i can do? What is it that makes this different from being friends?

If love was a train ride, then this train has no tracks to ride along.

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