MONDAAYYYY

sighhhhhh its a fucken mondayyyyyy im so tired T.T its only 4th perioddddd ughh i need a time machinee. sighh and i was able to skip 2nd period when there was a FREAKING SUB WTH~ >:(
and report cards are almost due i gotta start workinn before its too lateeee.

it seems so...awkward. its not supposed to be like that. i know we see each other only once a week.. but it feels like nothings changed at all. its like im still your friend, and every time i bring up the notion of doing more, you push it away and say its okay, you say that its not what a relationships about....so wth is it about? its no harm in hanging out together alone, in fact, thats what we should be doing...but im so lost when you push it back... it makes me miss you alot, and it makes me feel like im stuck, in a way. whatever, i guess illl wait this out and see how it goes.

I guess im gettin better...hope it doesnt come up again o.O